The Cold & Silence

Sadness overtakes me
Wishing tomorrow,
Will let me see.
Happiness is all I dream of,
Wondering if there is such a thing;
as love...
Cast away the shadows,
That hold in the light---
If tomorrow, I can see,
Shall it be too bright?
All alone...
Is all I can feel!
---There's not a single emotion in me, that's real.
The sickness in my veins,
Caused from the Cold and Silence 
of this place...
Can't pay the bill,
To fix my body,
That's supposed to feel.
As I think of everyone,
Are my wishes and dreams done?
Does anyone think of me?
---When i'm away, "never", is all I can see.
Can happiness actually strike me?
Right now, all of this, is all I will ever be. 

//SpasZ SonnE TM